IntracranialColors

Someday, someone will go through all my art and poetry, and notice the reoccurring symbolism, give me their interpretations and tell me they want to buy a piece, or collaborate with me not because my art looks cool, or the words and colors go well together, or because it pleases their eyes in some way, but because something will click within them, something will cry out or sing, their mind will dance or ring, it'll touch them at the core and they will relate, they will think, they will feel relations, thoughts and feelings they have never experienced before. and I will cry, because all I have ever really wanted is to smear my humanity in

Week one: Ask as many questions as possible. Hold onto a curious mindset and question everything. Answer questions with questions, add onto questions with questions, reply with questions and question the questions. (11/18-11/24) Week two: Practice present awareness. Notice everything; details, colors, subtle patterns, smells, textures, behaviors, body language, tones, etc. Be aware of the inner body, body surface and surroundings. Listen deeply and do everything whole-heartedly. (11/25-12/1) Week three: Love. Love everything. Face every encounter with deep, unconditional love, despite the emotions felt. Love the self, the surroundings, the

Getting tired of losing friends because their girlfriends are overly suspicious and so full of self-doubt that they force them to kick me out of their lives. If only they knew how long it took me to actually figure out how to form real friendships. My aim doesn't involve tempting your boyfriend to leave you, it involves trying to grow out of my former shell, challenge myself with a different perspective and hoping to enrich those around me (which, if successful, could potentially better your relationship) but okeeeeey.